happy new year, 2012

Happy new year, not. Wth, my whole new year is spoilt. All thanks to you. So I left house after midnight, despite advice from family, walk for 20.plus minutes alone after midnight to come here to keep my damn bloody mouth shut right? Seriously, damn pissed. Morning, please come right now. I can't wait to leave right away. Seriously sucks. Well, I bet if MY status is different, everything will be different. Definitely, you're not a good friend. You're just a come and go friend which only think of me when you need me. I feel so foolish. Oh 2am. 4 more hours. Come on, past fast. Waste of my time. You really ruin my happy mood, you're so insensitive. I can only rant here, that's sad. You embarrass/humiliate me in front of so many people. I need not spare a thought for you too.