I'm sad. My mind is in a mess. I feel that I've a sad life, I don't know why do I feel this way but I can't help thinking like that. I feel that I'm not as happy as the past, I'm not laughing that much. After staying at home for 3 days, I decided to head out, hoping that I can laugh out loud, enjoy myself but I guess that was a mistake. In fact I felt even worse. There's only one thing that can make me smile when I think of it today. I admit I'm sensitive, like seriously. I think I think too much, I get suspicious of people around me. Whatever action they do there must be a motive behind it, that's what I think. I think I speak less than 100 words per day now. I don't know why I don't feel happy. Everything seems sucky now-friends academics netball family relationship. I used to wake up with a smile, stretch, and make my way to kitchen to wash up. Well, at least in the past, it's at least like (: or l: . Now, it's like >: or ): or /: . I think I've focus and think too much on this, it's time to move on. Come on, jiayou. Where's the optimistic me? Where has it gone to? I feel that I don't have a life, I'm not going out that much cos of upcoming exams, yet staying at home doesn't make me study. What do I seriously want man. Oh come, hurry sort your mind out! There's no time to lose.
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