I guess I shouldn't think about it that much. It has been ongoing for several days and that isn't helping a single bit. It's affecting my mind, I can't concentrate when studying. Okay, only when I'm really focus, I'm not thinking about it. So many things to think about. Sigh.

I wonder what do dreams really mean. I dreamt of my sec school friends, classmates and 2 teachers MrsOng and MsLee. I dreamt of 4/3. I dreamt of someone I dreamt of the previous night. I had 2 dreams last night in fact. One good one, cos it makes think of the good times I had in sec school.. (: I miss hanging out with those people. I really laugh a lot. Cos I'm very happy with them. I bet I'm smiling when I'm dreaming cos in the dream, I smiled secretly for quite long and I couldn't contain my excitement. Super happy, i guess? Hahahha. (:
Second dream wasn't that good. I almost died. I dreamt of ghosts. Creepyyyyy. The sad thing is, I dreamt that my friend died. We're all like in water and there wasn't any air to breathe. It's like in a classroom, with water filled to the ceiling. I tried breathing in water and it kinda worked, cos I survived. However, my friend who assumed he's going to die cos it's impossible to breathe in water held his breathe throughout the whole process in the water and he really died. I felt that i was suffocating man! I wonder if i held my breathe throughout too, will I die? Not only die from the dream, but in real life. Cos I realise sometimes, unconsciously I'm not breathing. And when I started breathing again, I'm a bit panting. Especially during trainingsssss. Sometimes I really forgot to breathe until one of my teammate asked if I'm breathing. Then I realised I'm not. I guess the morale of the dream is something like if you never try, you'll never know if you'll succeed anot. So why not give it a try?

Kk, it's going to be 5am very soon. I better head to bed. Nights. (:
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