I thought

I thought it would happen. I thought it was going to be good. I thought it was going to be great. I thought things were going just the way i want. I thought i was good. But no, i just simply think too much. I spent so much time thinking about it, i really thought it was going to happen. But suddenly, i came to realisation--it's just your thinking.

I hate it man. How is Jackie this name sound like a dog name, like wtf, what the fuck. Doesn't mean i smile and laugh, i won't get pissed or angry. Freaking rude can. Nin nia eh. And when i become quiet, i don't talk, i'm emo and depressed that even the teacher wants to talk to me outside the classroom? I only attended less than 5 of your lessons and you think you know me? Kns la. I've yet to give my stern face in school so far. It's less than a month since i go school, if i get stern, all will get scared again. Seriously, you guys, i'm tolerating. One more time, i'll speak vulgarities and i bet you guys will not like it. You guys might be even too scared to talk to me.

Bloody hell. 0121 now and i'm blogging. Tomorrow 720 need reach school i still complaining, ko at lectures and tutorial again. Zzz.
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