It's different

I've been thinking what happened in the past. I think back last year, and I compare it with this year. Many people changed, many things changed. I can't deny the fact that things are changing constantly. Like suddenly, I think through, I get it. Looking at the treatment people give me in the past and now, it's a big gap. My brother, is an another example. I rather he sticks to that Sally than that YSL, a teenage mum. Is he dumb or what? I feel so much mature compared to him. Though I gotta admit, having an elder brother is great. There's someone to protect you, which sometimes, even your closest friends can't. They'll just give you advices and cheer you up, which is just temporary. Sometimes, I gotta fake a smile or what just to let them feel better that their efforts in cheering me up have paid off. Now, I wanted to start a conversation with you, yeah, I managed to start, but I feel that you don't wanna talk to me, but her. A close friend of mine. It's like 2.11am now, I still have to attend school tomorrow but I'm still not asleep yet! I should really stop thinking so much or else friends who see me will say that I'm emo or what.

希望我们之间能回到过去那样，笑得多开心！