Tuesday, June 08, 2010

Useless

What is this ? I thought we had already solved this problem ? Isn't it ? I'm afraid not . The situation just seems to get worse .
She's really stressed . I can't blame for her being materialistic . But it's true . This world just works like that . You just simply can't live without that . Everything needs that . Once you're borned , it's needed . This time , I really do feel useless . What can I do ? Why can't I just put into their shoes ? Why can't things be simple ? When I'm young , I always think that as long we're happy , contented , everything will be alright and fine regardless of anything . The bonding seems to do the job . But . What if the bond isn't there anymore ? She's getting selfish , he's getting selfish . Even I feel that I am getting selfish . I just want the better ones for myself . I used to give up for others . I used to do simple things , hoping that you'll be happy since it's priceless , I thought . When I was packing , I realised I was wrong . It's .. Worthless . You just simply don't care about that thing . From that time onwards , I took a step back . I became disappointed in you , I took another step back . We quarrelled , i took another step . We started to become even more selfish . We indulged in our own stuffs . Both of us work very hard for our own things . You said things are very hard and tiring . I said mine's more . We just don't understand each other . We each think that the opposite is ridiculous . Everything isn't right now . Everyone seems depressed . I tried to help , but I realised I can't help a single bit out . Aren't I just like the title ?