It seems like after exams, I'm so free but I just don't want to start studying. Not good..
Went to visit grandma today after school. She's sick and keeps on saying she's dying. Everytime she says this, it's heart breaking. I seriously do not want her to go. The one who raises me up instead of my parents, the one who dotes on me so much, the one that I can really complain to, yet, we're having communication problem. I feel lousy when I don't understand what she's saying and I can only nod my head. I rather part of my life is given to her so that she'll be able to see my first boyfriend and see me get married. Okay, I know this is going to take about 10 more years.
Sometimes, I don't understand why some adults when they have their own family, they do not visit their parents already. Can you imagine how lonely they are, especially those that has lost ties spouse? They can't work and they have no entertainment. They do not watch movies like teenagers as they find money difficult to earn and do not wish to waste it. I will not be like these people when I'm grown up! Yes, shall visit grandma again with muah chee next time (:
On a note, it's kind of annoying when somebody keeps on saying they'll definitely fail when they actually top the class or score an A1 right?
I got a feeling I'm going to stay at home this weekend again!
I hope MsHuang will help me to dsa to a good JC, though I think she'll think that I won't be able to make it to the JC's main team or get accepted D: