Not right at all

Things aren't going right, right when we're back from HongKong.

4 friendly matches so far : North Vista, Crescent Girls', East Spring & Dunman.

Team should know. I wish, no, wish don't usually come true, I hope that the 'feel' I have in HongKong against St. Paul's will be back right now. I was so motivated to run, fighting very hard to every first ball, make sure my hands over pressure really pressurise my defender, deny my defender even though she kept on contacting me and making me fall because, at least I myself know that I played hard, I fight hard. No regrets.

True, everyone knows that things aren't going right. Timing off, bad decisions, bad pass, bad placement etc. Basics. We really need to get our basics right. Identify what our opponents are doing. Area? Man-on? Ah. Suddenly, I wonder why am I typing this. After Crescent's game on tuesday, I started to feel that my fitness to sustain through the quarters are getting worse. And on the way walking home, I feel that I didn't work harder previously on the Crescent's game. Not my best efforts. Saving up energy? For what. Then, I decided to go running once I got home. To redeem myself, to make myself feel better perhaps? Keep motivating myself: yes, I'm starting to feel tired. My legs are getting heavier. Got to overcome, at least, I just have to be on consistent speed.

Things are simple yet to difficult. I don't wanna regret, like seriously. I won't regret for just the rest half of the year but for the rest of my life. I spend years in trainings, playing matches. This is not going to end. Never going to so easily. Play hard, train hard, fight hard. Looking at other teams, yes, I still feel gaps in between one another. When it's time to talk, girls please, talk. No use being in silent. Talking will let others know what you're thinking, what's on your mind. I rather you talk crap or nonsence, still, talk.

It's a pity that match against MGS is cancelled tomorrow. We really did disappoint MsHuang a lot. Making her very pissed off with us. But, we can use this precious time to train and work things well! Hey girls, during trainings, please push one another hard. Give hard passes, keep pushing and encouraging your fellow teammates to keep on going, pushing one's limits! Go ahead and contact me now, I'll take it even stronger. Push me, we can go further! :D Do MsHuang proud please girls!

Play hard, train hard, fight hard like a warrior!